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you ever think about that night
you tried to kill yourself?

does it ever scare
you how much has changed?

do you care?

v.
listen: it's like this.
it's like the way he never just says he loves you.
it's like his left shoulder blade is your favorite place in the world.
it's like celebrating christmas a day late just because you're both jewish.
it's like stretching in bed and "good morning, scruffy."
it's like the way he has to tilt his head down to kiss you
and using late nights as currency and he makes you believe in god,
even if he doesn't.

it's like he needed you
and you can be sorry all your goddamn life but
all you've got now is a sinking feeling,
a letter, and three years worth of memories.

postscript: i have never been more sorry.
karma doesn't exist and god doesn't care.
© 2011 - 2024 Mythemia
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MemberofMadness's avatar
... What IIXII said. This is so beautiful in so many ways, I can't even explain...